Senin, 31 Januari 2011

just shoud it out

Bumpy Trot/ Steambot Chronicle
sing: just shoud it out
Vocal: Nadia Gifford


Oooo ya
Haaa-eeeee

Pulled down by gravity
The weight of a thousand bricks, on your shoulders
It gnaws right through you, your flesh and bones cannot carry the weight
You can no longer stand it
Hold onto something strong

Before your passed out by a thousand bricks
Every brick the weight of anxiety

Why don't you shout it out
Shout your organs out
Just shout and shout and shout it out!

Oooo ya ya
Oooooooooooo.....

The earth is shaking, that's the breath of the air
It's messing with your balance, the earth cracks open
And your on the edge, of insanity that fills your skull
Your being, your existance
You can no longer stand it
No no
Hold onto something sturdy-ooooo

Before you fall down, into darkness
A darkness that will devour you
Why don't you shout it out
Shout your organs out
Just shout and shout and shout it out!

A thousand dreams that you dreamed of, every single one coming true and more
You feel that you're the only sufferer, in a world of possibilities

Why don't you shout it out
Shout your organs out
Just shout and shout just shout it out!

You have the guts to, hit the bulls-eye
It only makes you stronger

Why don't you shout it out
Shout your organs out
Just shout and shout Just shout it out!

Why don't you shout it out
Oh just shout it out
Just shout and shout and shout it out!

Oooo ya
Ooooo.......

Minggu, 30 Januari 2011

see you later

Ponkotsu Roman Daikatsugeki Bumpy Trot/ Steambot Chronicle
song: See you later
vocal: Nadia Gifford
Situs: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OxmVUSLoAuM&feature=related

lyrics:
Feels like I've known you for so long, but there's always something wrong
I could never understand, what this feeling was
Searching for its meanning, I went through everything
Every piece of shattered glass, and then I realized

When I saw you, for the first time
Washed up on the shore and lost
I knew that I, had found someone I could call my own

And from then on, nothing could stop us
The friendship we had, I will never trade for anything
And from here on, we will always shine as one
We are stronger, stronger than the brightest star out there!

It's because I know that I can reach to you anytime
So at the end of the day; "See you later..."

When you told me you were gonna to have, to leave to a new land
I was devasted, beyond words could describe
After many sleepless nights, I had a revelation
If we couldn't last through this, then where had our friendship end?

No distance that may stand between us, can do any harm to us
As long as I know, that you'll always be there for me

So from now on, you may be far away
But we will live long, we will find eachother once again
It will be an, easy ride for us too
Just remember: I will always be there for you

No matter how far, no matter the pain
It's not a "Good-bye"

So why not I just say; "See you later..."

I will never, dare imagine what it would feel like
If I didn't know that I would see you once again

I will never, use the phrase "Good-bye"
Becasue it will be, like any other day for us
And from here on, we will always shine as one
Just remember: I will always there for you

Just tomorrow is gonna be a bit further away
So why not I just say; "See you later..."

I Cry

Bumpy Trot/ Steambot Chronicle
Song: I Cry
Vocal: Nadia Gifford
Situs: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AgVjfQrzeeI&feature=related

I waited in the pouring rain
Each raindrop representing my tears
The tears that I can never let out
I felt alone more than ever

The rain suddenly stopped when you came
My loneliness abandoned me at once
Oh, but when you spat those words at me
The rain just poured down on me again

I cry...
To try to cry my pain away
Alone, nobody around
I say you pay for all the things you said

Words penetrate into everybody's soul
And yes, I was a victim of your words
You suddenly said you loved me
You were a fool to say such words

I try...
To dry my eyes that don't have tears
Whatever you say, I can't rely
I can only imagine you're just like those people
Who try to break me down
Who try to scratch my dignity away
I don't understand why...

So tell me why
You think you're any different from them all
Can you see
That I don't need any love from anyone?
I only trust
Myself, but the truth is
That I shy away from you..
You're really all I want

There's never a rising sun in the pouring rain
To show you my weakness, I can never do(?)
With tears burning deep inside
I walked away from you

Ohh....

So tell me why
You think you're any different from them all
Can you see
That I don't need any love from anyone?
I only trust
Myself, but the truth is
That I shy away from you

So tell me why
You think you're any different from them all
Can you see
That I don't need any love from anyone?
I only trust
Myself, but the truth is
You're really all I want

Impossible

Bumpy Trot/ Steambot Chronicle
Song: Impossible
Vocal: Nadia Gifford
Situs: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=04iuFddJtj8&feature=related

Where do I
Fit in the picture of your world
When you're soaring so high
And I am left alone
Here, on the the ground

I can't
Even see you anymore
So high up there
Like a bird
I wish I could fly to you

But where are my wings?
You took them away from me
Never to give them back to me...

You stole them from my back
You ripped them off
The scars will be right there
And I'll never be able
To fly right to you
Only 'cause I can't
And it is you
Who made it
Impossible

Where do I
Find the courage to fly to you
You're the only one
Who had the power to
Take them away

I feel so lost
My hope is coming to an end
The only thing I can
Do right now is wish
For you to come back to me

But where did you go?
You left and you took my wings with you
Never to look back to where I am
Ohh...

I demand a reason why
I really need something to justify
The scars will be right there
And I'll never be able
To fly right to you
Only 'cause I can't
And it is you
Who made it

You stole them from my back
You ripped them off
The scars will be right there
And I'll never be able
To fly right to you
Only 'cause I can't
And it is you
Who made it
Impossible

in your voice

Bumpy Trot/Steambot Chronicle
Song: In Your Voice
Vocal: Nadia Gifford
Situs: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Cydi72HkBog



When you're down and low
Try looking at the sun
Keep your head high and everything is alright
When you're lost and confused
You might be able to
Find the answers that you want above the clouds

When you're sad and blue
Look into the blue sky
And your blueness might be soaked into the sky
When you feel like nobody
Just look at the stars
And remember they are twinkling for you

In your eyes I see a pond of trouble
You've been hiding from us all the time
But you can't keep it all in forever
Can't you see we're all right here for you?

Now let me tell you one thing
We're all right here for you and only you
We will always sing for you
So why not sing along with us?

Let go of all your troubles
Be free of your mind and let it go
It's funny how things turn around
Just by singing out loud

Because the fire is right there in your voice
Listen to it, oh listen to it...
The vision of your own dreams
You might see it through
It's in your voice...

Let go of all your troubles
Be free of your mind and let it go
It's funny how things turn around
Just by singing out loud

Let go of all your troubles
There ain't nothin' like singing out loud like this
Oh, it's funny how things turn around
When we're all singing as one, as one

Let go of all your troubles
Be free of your mind and let it go
And we will sing for you, my friend
If you keep on listening 'til the end

La la la lala lalaa
There ain't nothin' like singing out loud like this
La la la lala lalaa
So why not sing along with us?

La la la lala lalaa...

Sabtu, 18 Desember 2010

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Jumat, 26 November 2010

PMR tercinta

ku ucapkan yg teramat dalam terimakasihQterhadap organisasi yg tlah membimbingQ,mendidikQ,menjagaQdari pergaulan yg tak jelas diluar sana...
begitu banyak kenangan,kisah,pendidikan yg tlahQdapat didalam alur panjangmu. kau slamatkan aku dari pergaulan yg tak jelas diluar sana,kau didik aku menjadi sesosok manusia yg tak kenal lelah,tak pandang sosial,individual yg tegar,bijaksana dan dermawan slalu ingin membantu sesama...
canda tawa,tangis kesedihan,teriakan keberhasilan,sedu kegagalan berada menjadi di dalam organisasi ygQbanggakan...

tak terasa kiniQberanjak dewasa,berdasarkan selukbeluk budi pekerti dan segala nilai yg kau tanamkan pada diriku yg dlu kotor...
kau bersihkan aku dari individu yg tak begitu berarti,kau tunjukkan aku mana yg benar dan mana yg salah...
meskipun duluQslalu mengeluh,mengapa,kenapa,haruskan...tp kiniQsadar,semua yg terjadi tak pernah sia2dan omong belakang...

kakak-kakakku dlu yg membimbingku,dan alumni yg memotivasiQtuk tetap bertahan.trimakasih...

trimakasih banyak karena kalian yg slalu membimbingQtak kenal lelah,tak kenal pamrih,bagai guru yg slaluQbanggakan...
kak muklis;ajaranmu tentang membedakan antara umum&forum slaluQpelajari,aku praktekkan dalam kehidupan yg buatQtau cara membedakan tempat.
kak steven;semangatmu mempelajari semua materi yg begitu rumit buatQsemangat tuk mengikuti jejakmu tuk menguasai smw materi meskipun jjurQmasih tak sanggup spertimu.
kak amrul;kau buatQtau cara tuk slalu tersenyum dan buat suasana yg mencekam menjadi lebih humoris.itu juga yg dibutuhkan dlm kehidupan.
kak drajad;smangatmu tuk memajukan PMR,membuat karakteristik2anak2 menjadi anak bangsa yg maju dan jadi membuatQingin bisa memiliki smangat yg tinggi sepertimu.
kak alvin;pandangan yg luasmu,penuh ilmu kehidupan buatQmembuka mata tentang berbagai hal.
kak kholis;konsistensimu yg buatQingin menjadi sepertimu,dan kini tlahQtanamkan dalam diriku.
kak surya;motivasimu tak pernah lekang dariQ,makasih atas sgala yg kau tanamkan dalam diri ini,buatQjadi laki2yg dewasa,meskipun tak sepenuhnya.
trimakasih kakak2Qmaaf tak bisaQsebut satu persatu,tp trimakasih.

para Pembina yg aku banggakan,guruQyg slaluQkagumi…
pak gunawan:kau buatQ mengerti dari inti sebuah kejadian,semua yg terjadi pasti ada sebabnya. Tak ada yg sia-sia,karena semua tlah terjadi.
Bu yayuk: management waktu adalah salah satu hal terpenting dalam kehidupan.
Pak zaenal: slalu kreatif dalam berbagai hal,tak kenal lelah tuk buat suatu hal lebih menyenangkan,tapi tetap slalu memiliki makna yg mendalam.
Bu fitri: perjuanganmu begitu berarti bagi kami,kau tak pedulikan kondisimu hanya demi membimbing kami siang hingga tengah malam.

Tmn-tmn angkatanQ.
Makasih kalian slama berjuang bersama.suka duka kita tanggung bersama.tanpa lelah,tanpa jasa.meskipun kini kita tlah berpisah,namun kita tetap “satu hati satu tujuan”

Adek2Qyg tlah sering bertemu denganQhingga bosan…
Maafkan kakakmu ini yg sangat membosankan yg slalu tak henti-hentinya mengawasi kalian,memaksa kalian tuk menjadi individual yg baik,ingin memajukan organisasi kita dengan raga kalian…
Maafkan aku ya alvian,dluQsering tekan dirimu…tuk jadi ketua yg sempurna,dan membawa anak buahmu tuk lebih baik,karena semua produk yg baik,berasal dari mesin yg baik pula…
Banyak kenangan yg manis dan tak bisa ditulis hanya dgn selembar kertas,ataupun satu buku kecil…
Semua hal yg membawaku tuk datang dalam kehidupan yg indah ini,ajarkanQberbagai hal dari hal kecil hingga hal yg sangat besar…
Masalah,latihan,praktek,dan laporan…
Semuanya….
Memang lelah,tiap hari memikirkan masalah yg silibergani datang…
Tiap jum’at bergegas berangkat sore2 ke sekolah hanya untuk berlatih dan bertemu kakak kelas yg menyebalkan…
Tapi kiniQsadar,semua hal itu lebih berarti…ketimbangQharus pergi jeng-jeng bersama teman-teman yg tak bermoral. Keluar track-trackan…merokok,mabuk-mabukan,main wanita dan hal2menjijikkan lainya…
Kau berikanQpelajaran tentang semua hal itu adalah hal yg tak berguna,memang aku disitu selalu bersama alcohol,tepatnya 65%
Tapi bukan alcohol yg sering diminum org2gila diluar sana,melainkan tuk mensterilkan luka luar.
Hmmm….

Banyak hal memang,sangat banyak bila inginQceritakan tentang perjalananQdidalam organisasi yg aku puja itu.
Tapi bukan itu yg aku sampaikan dalam tulisanQini…
Yg inginQsampaikan adalah permintaan maaf.

Maaf karena aku tak bisa seperti kalian kakak-kakakku,menyalurkan semua bakat kalian ke adek kelas.dan bahkanku tak tau apa tugasku…
Mungkin memang sudah saatnya aku berhenti dari kegiatan yg slama ini ku gandrungi ini.
Bukan maksutku tuk kacang lupa kulitnya,tapi jujurQtak sanggup…
Entah mengapa aku bisa seperti itu,tapi memangku tak bisa menjelaskannya…
Tapi inilah mungkin jalan terbaik, aku akan kembali memikirkan diriku sendiri tanpa ada embel2 PMR dalam hidupku,mungkin sudah cukup…
Skali lagi maafkan aku,dan trimakasih banyak untuk semuanya….

Hatiku masih slalu untuk PMR smansara tercinta:)